I was so stressful this few days ...
But no one knows that ..
Because I hide it so well right ?
Maybe I was a person who likes to give myself stress
Sometimes I dun know how to get rid of those stress
I dun wan to carry those stress day by day ...seriously ..
Even I'm in a tough situation ...
But I just can't speak out , I can't find someone that really can accompany me ...
Maybe there was a few one , but I cant tell them ...
Exam is probably the worst thing ever for me...
I hate to see myself getting those low grade result
Even I studied hard , I just can't get a good result ..
I dun know why , and I dun know how
But I think I have to put more effort into study from now on
But sometimes I will ask myself :
"If u put more effort in study , u can get a good result .... Maybe ?"
This is not an easy yes or no question anyway ...
I failed so many subject in exam this time , I'm very sad seriously...
And I'm so alone , everytime , anytime , anywhere ...
No matter what happened , I just have to bear it myself ..
I always had to keep my mouth shut when there is something happened on me ..
And there is alots of problem that bother me now ,
I totally lost my apetite because of those sh*t ....
All I can do for myself is acting alright all the time </3
